I Carry Your Heart

below, you can find a poem, written beautifully by E. E. Cummings.
this poem was googled by all my heart after i saw it in “In Her Shoes” movie starring by Cameron Diaz. and i pasted it with the gold ink in our wedding invitation…

i’m not usually loving poem and poetry, but this one represent my feelings at that moment..
i love every singled word in it.
as i love every single veins in his body.

i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
by E.E. Cummings

now, 10 months later..
as for the love that i had for for him is constantly getting bigger..
this poem still gave me the sama shivering feeling like i was 10 months a go..

Rendang oh rendang..

Ngidam pengen buka (bukan ngidam hamiiiill, gue belom hamil btw.. hehehe..) Nasi Padang, gara2 pas kmrn ngeliat salah satu driver makan padang nikmaaatt bgt kayaknya..

akhirnya janjian sama andri di sederhana sabang, terlalu semangat, dateng jam 5!! hahahahah..
nyari2 biji salak buat suami dulu, tus duduk setengah jam (di sederhana sabang, tidak diperbolehkan makan atau minum sebelum jam buka, kl boleh pun hanya yg take away)…

AKHIRNYA BUKA PUASA!


yg kita makan :
ayam pop, haruuuuusss ini wajib hukumnya
paru
sambel goreng udang
kuah kuning
nasi satu baskom!
:D


trus, bungkus bawa pulang RENDANG!
giling.. puas bgt rasanya..

sampe rumah, tibalah waktu sahur,
makan rendang dong kita.. nasinya eike yg masak bok.. (BISAAAA gueee.. hahaha)
abis sholat, tidur bentar..

bangun2… PUSING!!!!
asli pusing sepusing2nya..
huhuhuhuhuh..
i guess to much kolesterol dehhhhh! :’(
jadilah seharian gue keliyengan kaya lalat kena semprot baygon..
while andri? cuek bebek aja tuh dia tanpa hambatan.. haaaahhhaa..

lessons : cannot makan berat 2 kali, i’ll stick to my sahur diet aja deh.. :D